Entry # 6 bad breaks

Hey my kings, and hey my queens! today I just want to slow it down and talk to you guys, first and foremost I recently broke my hand and had to have surgery all because I was messing around with a friend and hit a wall, but as you all might think, when you break a bone it hurts like crazy and your crying and its all bad, but in my own opinion it doesn't hurt that much, and I think that a few of you can agree with me on this. When I actually hit my hand all it did for me was go numb instantly and it only hurt, the day after when I went to school before going to the hospital, and right after when I tried to move my hand. In my life when I would talk to people and they all told me about breaking something I would pride myself with the fact that I could say I have never broken a bone before but now being on this side of the fence, it doesn't discourage me knowing that I finally cant say that anymore, but rather gives me clarity in a way to say that I did break a bone and I was able to overcome it. I do urge that you still do try and be as careful as you can so that you don't have to experience that pain if you haven't yet, but I do say that it is really nothing to be afraid of and you can move on and be stronger from it. When I found out that I had a broken bone, at first I thought that the doctor was joking but as time ticked by I found out that she was serious and also told me that I needed surgery because the bone in my hand had shifted to look like an addition symbol (+) instead of just running along the side of all the other bones (=) like so. Again guys just be careful when your doing anything but also don't be afraid to live your life.